Finally,beaten up by Time but...with a Smile

Well,
Wondering wat this all about....
sounds wierd ...nopes not to me or anyone who knows to me .....
my twisted way of telling simple things.....
I always have a habit of saying sentences tat mean a lot...
like for example.... " Gone with the Wind" ..simply means i am not around or ....i am not at desk...

Same way when i say ..."Time - Toughest & Best Teacher of Life"....when i said tat i mean it straight way but if u read the hidden meaning i meant it ...time was at one end i was other ..we had a great statergic palnning and plan of action for each other ....in short declared war on each other ...funny na....

When i say now "Finally,beaten up by Time but...with a Smile"... may mean that i accept defeat with a smile...i guess the toughest part in life to do is to accept defeat ....ppl say keep fighting ....but how long ....it like ant fight a elephant..yes true ant wins with wit....
but todays world wit does not work ....cunningness or sharpness ..or rather the selfish attitude can lead u to top .....is tat the way to the TOP.....does that being on TOP means anything....?

I just dnt know why but wanted to write down ..wat i felt and i am doing tat....

There is something tat brings a smile to me ...when i was writing my junior had told me something
"there will be downfalls.. ....but in the end u will succeed
I understand.. it is really tough i know...
watever i say,wont make things easier 4 u...
but still...keep that confidence going.. "

Sounds quite motivating ..but....Ever seen a line graph....it has positive slope and negative one...at times u see it goes to negative slope.....which vanish of to infinity ...
The world seem to be against you..you struggle to keep yourself positive... but then u feel like ur giving urself false hopes....
" didi...
but still..keep ur hopes alive
wherver u are... "
Hopes...as ppl say window to bigger world ..imagination ..dreams..the Betrayer....which shows u the ground when u set to fly in its breeze.......

Hmmm.....people say friends say ..everyone say ...times says tooo..its just tat we need to see wat happen at the end...like a movie the whole life is ..just tat movie may be 2/3 hrs and life goes for years....
movie is imagination... & ...life is reality ....

Lost- A feeling

Weird !!! but at times a feeling of being lost comes in ....

.... a feeling u lost ...a feeling u see strangers ..even the know seem stranger to u....
the world all sudden feel alien to you....the world and ppl seem to move fast as someone has played fastforward switch...

Everything seems to move in a blink .....seen those fast moving lights in video or the photographs of such last moving light......
hmmm....now things r moving out of my ....kuch samjh nahi araha hai....i guess this time comes for all when the feeling of lost ...alienated....aloof comes in.....

Funny life has its own phases ..the tiny miny ones too which seem to be forgotten with time ..na...

I think i am not able to understand wat i write myself....

Masked face...or Shiny Armour ??? What is it?

Wondering wat this whole stuff is abt???
Even i am wondering... Wahooo!!!! So much of Wondering...
( Hold it !!! Keep the wonder for a little while, may be useful later as u read on )
Opps!!! lets get back to the real stufff....
Okay !!!

Did u ever feel tat person u know really well( in & out ),all sudden u realise on some occasion (or some day) tat u actually donot know the person. That person can be anybody a friend, a lover, a collegue, a boss, ur neighbour....anybody as matter of fact.

Now the wonder plays a role ( is wonder button on ? no, then switch it on it )....

Is it tat we make mistake in understand persons, or is it we using our imagination too much ...Okay may be couple of times u can tell tat to urself, But does tat happen always.....No !!!Then what is it, ehmmm...
Actually ...In todays world(as far as i have seen),Most of people try masking themself to something they are not or they wanted to be, or simply just to be mysterious.No one reveals true oneself, yah...its true tat each person has a darker side which no ones knowes just tat person ( whose darker side it is)...tat fine ...

But people tend to hide the fact wat they r really... heard of fariy tales and old stories where there used to be masked parties...The world is like tat masque(masked party), and each person is like the masquerade.

Why r people like this? its actually a sign of insecurity... being not wat you are,or may be not confident of themselves,Or rather to create impression, may be just to change the outlook of one self,or simply they want to keep aloof ...dnt want any one to know them ...so tat no one takes advantage of them...It like the world out there is sweet and bitter at the same time.

U have ppl who appreciate u and u have people who degrade you of wat u possses..say it quality or materialistic...

At times it requires to put the mask on ...not for anybody ...But for urself..just to save urself from being vulnerable.. Same time, it becomes difficult to identify people...quickly.Now why did i say quickly, hmmm...

Imagine a wall being painted fresh and when rain fall on it as soon as u painted ...its washed away, same way masquerade in the time of trouble would show their true color on to u ...or rather u r gifted then with divine powers to see throught the mask ...the person u never known...

That abt the mask ...wat abt this shinny armour...oh, its same thing...just another word...but means the same....we cannot see ..behind the shiny armour(rememeber the picutures and stories realted of it,the huge steel like chunk the army men wore in olden times)...the real actual person...

Still wondering???...i guess tat enough of trouble to little brain tat works so hard...

Finally wat the whole conlusion..."To mask or not to mask "? well its depends on the situation....But to identify the real behind the masked is important...and for tat may be u might have to mask urself ....Man always wanted to save himself from trouble .....