Language....of Heart,Mind & Soul...

Well, i was thinking or rather a though came to my mind.. (obvious !!! Thinker u see)
Well this time it to do with Languages...
I guess i can say on this being a northy and brought up in south ...
People say south language is tough ...ehmm difficult for me to comment couz i have learnt it ...and my mother tongue is Hindi ....
What i learnt from experience is tat, if u know one south language and the basic national language or the north language u would be able to understand all India language.
The basic of south Indian language is same and the north for all is same....

What is in language ...When u want to communicate and other wants to listen to you ..then even the words are not required....It is all about speaking with ur heart,Mind & Soul

Like a smile say it all , that i there for you always, ur doing good, it nice to meet you...and many more things it can express....Same way a tear can say that i am sad or i am hurt or i shocked ...many more....
Eyes too communicate.. sharp sparkling eyes in crowd..don't they capture the attention of one...the warm and gentle friendly eyes ...don't they seem as though they have a story of their own they way to show ...many a time u feel eyes the image of the heart...Quite true.
But in the fast world who has time to check out......But yes a sec you do stop by when a glance fall on smiling face twinkling eyes and friendly one...

Okay ...in fast noisy..traffic jam ..Have u not wanted to hear the soft music and away from silence .. have u not for sec wished u were in beautiful green woods with birds singing than the horn king vehichles.....

Birds singing ..or speaking ...we don't understand ...yet we call them melodious...
Let see okay have u heard the cat fight the way they make noise..How do we understand all this ..we are not taught this in school ...we learn the basic sounds in primary classes ..then how do we understand ...We don't speak their language ,infact we donot understand wat the animal speak then how do we understand...Does Similarities come in ... i mean in Languages any where !!!

Simple ...Language....of Heart,Mind & Soul...or rather Lanuage of sense...
Quite a vast topic to talk about......... All I can say ....

" Dil nay pukara ...

Dimag nay suna- pukar hai pyaar say....

Aur athma nay kaha sahi kaha tum dono nay ...

jara samjho is pukar ko --- ayee nadaan..."

Sweet Memories.....

The gentle breeze....pleasant climate...

......a cup of tea...the sound of leaves as they play with the wind.......

Reminding ..of the life and memories of like....(Did i sound like old one... :-))

Memories can be of past ..(flashing back in my mind) of the present moments....

Many memories may be sweet bit with a pinch of pain mixed in them .....sweet yet when u see them flash they give u a pinch...and at times you wish u were in those times rather than come back to present....

Life is seriously strange, or is it faith ....I really donot know,What to say ....I guess i was one of those people who never believed in faith destiny much ....I always believed that one makes them .....but ....

There came a time , when i had to put down my weapons and salute that force..guess i myself now say ....there is something known as faith and destiny..or some supernatural force ..it was hardly for me to believe it...but there is some force (may be tat wat people call as Destiny /Faith/God),name it anything...

I have seen things ..change at last moment ...what ever it may be ..say it work , say it personal life ...say it any thing..u think things will happen ..actullay u see them happening right and at nick of sec they go against or upset...Wierd ...but it happens ...I guess it happen to all .....once it can happen ,twice it can happen ....but not always ....or most of time...funny ..that when the thought came to my mind....destiny or faith or supernatural power has something else in mind...(ehmm ...do they have mind...I really dont know ...never seen though)....

Hey...i started with memories I landed with faith ,.....may be supernatural powers wanted me to....hey no laughing over this ...now if u laughed over it (giggle.. what ever!!!)...glad to put a smile on ur face ,that way.....

Sometimes,a though cross ...that I seem to know a lot ;yet i know too little ...almost equal to speck of dust.

I used to always say ....may be follow...to make everyone happy ..there is one rule one must be unhappy....i used to say from long time ..if that case ..then why not me be unhappy one...now i too gain at this..seeing others smile ...a smile may run across my face and mind too ...(ehmmm someone getting reminded of ...blog 'smile')....

Seems like my blogs are getting interlinked ..inter-dependent...what ever one may call it....hmmm .

The life cycle is where it end,there is new begining...so my blogs to follow same ....interdependent...

When I look by seeing memories built up ...as my present too joins the past records...in the little files in the brain.....

Memories are something that bring a smile ,with drop of tears....and makes u feel fresh ...so much has gone by and still u feel ... now what next ..waiting for the new begining...

Changes....

king across a busy street....
.....all a sudden i stop .....realising ....there is something wrong....
...where is every one racing to ....
......Every morning...get up ..hurry to work ...work , tensions, Boss putting time frames, if your PL then working out ways to get things done on time , exhausted by evening come home eat something and sleep off.

............... Next day the same story begins all over again .....

Some sort of recorder life has become......

Many a times, I have seen people been like this ...kind of u see a virtual steel chain tired around them , which they are trying to break through.

May be i know what it feels like .....because may be somewhere i too a part of it....

Does it calls for a change ..may be definitely ...tat why it always to take a break and associate oneself to nature....

True, Everyone has their own ways for it ..some go on vacation some may pursue hobby, anything it can be ....Well !!! would be my way ...

I guess my family members would know it...!!! Any guess....!!!


In the evening strolling by the beach side , with the wave gently touching or rather washing my foot and the gentle breeze with sprinkle of sea water ...with the star shining and lighting the night sky ...and far u see the light of the boats retuning home ...

The beach, I always miss is the Shanghumugham beach in Trivandrum. Nothing great about ...more of feeling attached toward it.

So that my way...each has their own ways ....
With time ..(this i was told by a friend of mine) a person should change....

But i am here not to change ...but to adapt, adopt the quality which i lack and better myself ..but never change to incorporate the world and its ways.....

I hope,I am right, well i guess when your heart say or agrees to what you do and your head kind of agree ( though it never completely agree) then listen to it, and follow it ..as long u know you are not doing wrong and you believe in yourself.

At Times.....

At times ...

....... you feel , everything is out of your hand....

...you try to set things right....but seem like everything seems to try ..turns against you....

You feel no one care or bothers to understand .....seems like you are taken for granted.....

........seems like you are there by default for everyone, to do everything.......

At times you wonder ...what is your value in their life ....Do you have any value ...or simply wasting your time trying to do you duties or out of your happines.....ultimate what Happens? ..

.....Remenber I once wrote "Expect & you Regret "....i guess we are back to square one....i think everything starts from there and ends there.

Why does it happen always? Why do i have to always tell myself tat if u expect and you will regret.

Why do i have to come back to square one?

.........I guess every human expect, but i have always seen at time you are to understand everything around you.You are to bend down with time. You are to always to understand situation, compromise,adjust...everything ....no one does that ...they simply have reason to tell you why you must do so ...why you must adjust always?

Why does it always happens, times seems to slip out of your hand, like sand slip between your finger... or rather the sand as it seems to fall in hour glass when tilted.....

At times i wonder, why does anyone has the feeling of being sacrified to situations.Questions engulf you, and you are told to carry on with life, but is it easy? with no solid reason to satisfy your questions...

Ok,well I am know to have the convience skill or talent whatever you can say ... i mean till date it has worked ...but the best is when it comes to me ...i'm not given/ or i do'nt get a chance to convience....I landup being helpless, inspite of convenience skill ability....

..... why does, it happen always ...why do i come back to square 1...

.......little do i wonder always ...........

Dreams.....

......The open sky with my wings to fly and see the whole world from above.....

....the stars at night, Wish i could fly to them... rather than just watch them .....

Imaginations can take u so far ....far from reality ....but then they give u feel abt ur presence...

May be for few minutes u feel quite happy being in the dreamland.Many a times the dreams may be close to reality ...when u make or turn them as ur goal ..

Ehmm ..i mean if a dream to fly would not have come ...would aircrafts,rockets..etc would have come or rather the gilder would never be invented ...they too were dreams to fly ....its just the passion to drive the dream to reality .....Where there is passion , where is hope and where there is will ...dreams turn to reality...

Does destiny come in to picture? does it have a role to play ..couz offen you come so close to your dream..almost see through reality,But something twist at the right time in a wrong way ...and u can see ur dream shatter ..

As though glass shatter to peices ,and yet you cannot do anything...

Just watch ...no one can help you or get you out of that moment....you are always there by yourself....

All you can do is with smile and pain in your eyes watch it all ....

Now thats painful and everyone has definitely come across with situation like that.....

But does that help us to stop dreaming...

I guess , it help us dream bigger ,being more daring ....and back with urge to get back trying to succeed once again....Now i call that the spirit of life...and wish everyone to have it....

Its quite easy for me to say this...couz i know ...there does a come a saturation point ..when u can take it no more ...u tend to be stronger to fight back but ...mind wise u get more and more emoional, sensitive...and may be there might be time when u cannot take up with dreams breaking up and keep hitting back in certain issues ...But still keep up a mask of being the strongest of the whole lot....god that really tough ..but still have to be done .....

Does that mean you should stop dreaming...i guess with smile dream ....

Some one ...did tell me one time ,that dreams are waste of time...Only an Idiot Dreams..

If you dont dream ..u would not reach anywhere..u simply take things as they come ..life does then would not be a challenge...there would be nothing pushing u ...LIfe would no longer be adventrous.May be this is challenge for me to prove ...Dreamers are not Idiots...

With colors around me ,
With fargnance of fresh flowers
And gentle breeze wind...i fly high above ...
The sky above me and the ground below me ...

Expect & u Regret

My eyes caught this ..meaning of a status message of a friend ....quite intresting ...
...automatically my finger itched to write on it ....couz it is Quite true ...a known fact...
Where ever u expect u regret say it anything to everything....
I admit i have face it .....say it work,home, relations... the moment u start to expect ...we feel uneasy u feel tat things r not the way u want them or "expected them to be"...i mean u dnt tend to enjoy every moment ..u land up complain....at times ....
i mean the fun, the spirit vanish off all a second....
but when u take things as they come ....its like u getting the best u can...
i am not saying one should not aim for the best but wat i am saying is tat ..instead of grumbling for things around ... why not appreciate ....coz some may not be even as luck as u ....

Quite apt to end ..where there is expecation there is regret..and where there is regret there is no peace of mind and where there is no peace of mind ....life is worst than the haunting ghost....heher....funny but true ....

Do things have to be this way .......

Wondering wat i am upto this time.....
Thinking for a title (rather a topic) my fingers itched and the words printed on my title text area.....
A though, yes this was a right one i could write on ...
Many a times standing a qeue, or when there is huge rush for nothing..when the world is fast racing ...rat race u can call it or wat..god knows ....
where is everyone racing....for name fame glory .....yes required but this way ....
I mean as we see ants busy ..i feel we humans r being the same.....
U see it any field say it political, coporate...take it any where i guess the question does arise has it to be this way ....say it erservations, say it way the street r ..say it the condition of the city ...wat ever ....this question does pop...in everyones mind...
Wat can be done abt it...nothing much ....but try working it and say cannot it be done another way ..if it can then try doing so ....may be seeing u another would and slowly everyone would....and then the world would be a better place to live in ....in better way

With Cheers ...!!!

Funny ..this may sound like...i mean the the previous post was " Finally,beaten up by Time but...with a Smile" a month back and this one is with cheers...
Ehmm ...well u can say, the funny incidents tat take place have a big hand in the change t of mood from serious,and glumy one to bit cheerful ones....
Well something like tat happend to me yesterday..nothing unusual..had happend a few times before ...but i found it funny....
In short...walking back to my PG.. in evening ..
...was crossing the road, and the time played it games ...my sandal gave away ...
...and the signal( red till then) changed to green ...to my horror...all the vehicles like little monster furious watching me with their so called cream light ..horning at me....i mean for sec ..i could see my heart jump out of me..and running frantically on ..quite funny ....though it was not,then .....
Yesterday it was kind frightening(though i am not scared of anything), but today i feel like laughing over the whole episode...
I guess when time goes bad ....when things go against u ...when u find time beating u ...the best way to rejuvenate
think of funny time, ..to bounce u back in spirits....
....tough ....but it works.

Finally,beaten up by Time but...with a Smile

Well,
Wondering wat this all about....
sounds wierd ...nopes not to me or anyone who knows to me .....
my twisted way of telling simple things.....
I always have a habit of saying sentences tat mean a lot...
like for example.... " Gone with the Wind" ..simply means i am not around or ....i am not at desk...

Same way when i say ..."Time - Toughest & Best Teacher of Life"....when i said tat i mean it straight way but if u read the hidden meaning i meant it ...time was at one end i was other ..we had a great statergic palnning and plan of action for each other ....in short declared war on each other ...funny na....

When i say now "Finally,beaten up by Time but...with a Smile"... may mean that i accept defeat with a smile...i guess the toughest part in life to do is to accept defeat ....ppl say keep fighting ....but how long ....it like ant fight a elephant..yes true ant wins with wit....
but todays world wit does not work ....cunningness or sharpness ..or rather the selfish attitude can lead u to top .....is tat the way to the TOP.....does that being on TOP means anything....?

I just dnt know why but wanted to write down ..wat i felt and i am doing tat....

There is something tat brings a smile to me ...when i was writing my junior had told me something
"there will be downfalls.. ....but in the end u will succeed
I understand.. it is really tough i know...
watever i say,wont make things easier 4 u...
but still...keep that confidence going.. "

Sounds quite motivating ..but....Ever seen a line graph....it has positive slope and negative one...at times u see it goes to negative slope.....which vanish of to infinity ...
The world seem to be against you..you struggle to keep yourself positive... but then u feel like ur giving urself false hopes....
" didi...
but still..keep ur hopes alive
wherver u are... "
Hopes...as ppl say window to bigger world ..imagination ..dreams..the Betrayer....which shows u the ground when u set to fly in its breeze.......

Hmmm.....people say friends say ..everyone say ...times says tooo..its just tat we need to see wat happen at the end...like a movie the whole life is ..just tat movie may be 2/3 hrs and life goes for years....
movie is imagination... & ...life is reality ....

Lost- A feeling

Weird !!! but at times a feeling of being lost comes in ....

.... a feeling u lost ...a feeling u see strangers ..even the know seem stranger to u....
the world all sudden feel alien to you....the world and ppl seem to move fast as someone has played fastforward switch...

Everything seems to move in a blink .....seen those fast moving lights in video or the photographs of such last moving light......
hmmm....now things r moving out of my ....kuch samjh nahi araha hai....i guess this time comes for all when the feeling of lost ...alienated....aloof comes in.....

Funny life has its own phases ..the tiny miny ones too which seem to be forgotten with time ..na...

I think i am not able to understand wat i write myself....

Masked face...or Shiny Armour ??? What is it?

Wondering wat this whole stuff is abt???
Even i am wondering... Wahooo!!!! So much of Wondering...
( Hold it !!! Keep the wonder for a little while, may be useful later as u read on )
Opps!!! lets get back to the real stufff....
Okay !!!

Did u ever feel tat person u know really well( in & out ),all sudden u realise on some occasion (or some day) tat u actually donot know the person. That person can be anybody a friend, a lover, a collegue, a boss, ur neighbour....anybody as matter of fact.

Now the wonder plays a role ( is wonder button on ? no, then switch it on it )....

Is it tat we make mistake in understand persons, or is it we using our imagination too much ...Okay may be couple of times u can tell tat to urself, But does tat happen always.....No !!!Then what is it, ehmmm...
Actually ...In todays world(as far as i have seen),Most of people try masking themself to something they are not or they wanted to be, or simply just to be mysterious.No one reveals true oneself, yah...its true tat each person has a darker side which no ones knowes just tat person ( whose darker side it is)...tat fine ...

But people tend to hide the fact wat they r really... heard of fariy tales and old stories where there used to be masked parties...The world is like tat masque(masked party), and each person is like the masquerade.

Why r people like this? its actually a sign of insecurity... being not wat you are,or may be not confident of themselves,Or rather to create impression, may be just to change the outlook of one self,or simply they want to keep aloof ...dnt want any one to know them ...so tat no one takes advantage of them...It like the world out there is sweet and bitter at the same time.

U have ppl who appreciate u and u have people who degrade you of wat u possses..say it quality or materialistic...

At times it requires to put the mask on ...not for anybody ...But for urself..just to save urself from being vulnerable.. Same time, it becomes difficult to identify people...quickly.Now why did i say quickly, hmmm...

Imagine a wall being painted fresh and when rain fall on it as soon as u painted ...its washed away, same way masquerade in the time of trouble would show their true color on to u ...or rather u r gifted then with divine powers to see throught the mask ...the person u never known...

That abt the mask ...wat abt this shinny armour...oh, its same thing...just another word...but means the same....we cannot see ..behind the shiny armour(rememeber the picutures and stories realted of it,the huge steel like chunk the army men wore in olden times)...the real actual person...

Still wondering???...i guess tat enough of trouble to little brain tat works so hard...

Finally wat the whole conlusion..."To mask or not to mask "? well its depends on the situation....But to identify the real behind the masked is important...and for tat may be u might have to mask urself ....Man always wanted to save himself from trouble .....

A thought-Why ....???

" When anger strike and u can't strike ...
....Tears roll down , u know u can't do anything.....
You want to speak your mind out, u know u can't speak a word
No one seem to understand..
for world...You seem to rebel(as world think so )...
....for world ur being stubborn,illogical,immature,kiddo kind.. "

I guess each one of must have gone through this, or going through this....a question pops
Why ??? ...
...No one seem to hear me, no one understands....
......couz the journey to life is to be travelled alone.......

Why should anyone understand you or hear you......Time today plays the most important role..no one has time to waste on others.....Some ppl may listen to you but yet would try to help you.But then ...no one but only you can help yourself...situtaion like this come whether you r ready for it or not...whether u like it or not....then why grumble all the way....

Do what you want to do, the world would keep saying,pay no heed to them ..they source of degradation to ur confidence...

The funny thing ...when such time comes, i become a really silent person ...(though generally to my dear ones i am not like tat)..the best place i would love to go is to beach ...a particular one in my home town where i was born and brought up.

When thing go worng u understand nothing ...tat time when i am at this beach ...it like the wind around there engulf me as though it wants to hug me.the gentle waves wash my feet as though it wants me to relax...and added with sprinkel of water as though it want me to refresh....

Each one of us had our own way to boost our morale...motivate, to cool oneself.
Now question is ...Why? am i writing this ...couz it is a thought ...