Monday, August 01, 2022

Ma...

 
With your smile, I feel alive, 
With your words, my strength magically appears. 
With your guidance everything is perfect 
With you around the world feels safe. 
The warmth of your hugs is the best... 
 

My ears crave to hear you, to talk to you, 
To discuss, debate and argue with you 
Me with my chain of questions, watching you smile and answer 
Your secret ways to break my chain of endless questions. 

Was quite handful and difficult to understand, Amma 

How did you do it Ma... 

always protected this different one under your wings. 

Only you can see through me...so hard to hide from you. 

My defender, my believer...always. 

 
But my world shakes and crumbles, if anything happens to you, 

Your silence can kill this little one. 

Seeing you go through pain, rips my heart apart 
With every prick, every cut, every scar..uff  
Felt every little bit of it Ma, but was helpless. 

Seeing you that way broke every inch in me. 
Tears rolled, realised life in fraction of second. 

 

But being your little one, gone on you in strength. 

Always by your side, say day (or) night, 

Enduring everything what came (or) what may come. 

The world is nothing in front of you Ma, nothing... 

 

Trying to nurture you back, like a baby 
That smile Ma, with gleaming eyes ...makes my day. 

How do you do it Ma... in pain, discomfort, confusion yet that smile... 

I see through you Ma now and always... 

I see it all Ma...but am with you, your 'budhape ki lathi' 

So much happened and you never cease to amaze me 

Totally admire you Ma. 

 
Ma you are my heart beat and life. 

without you am a lost soul... 
you are my life, my breath and the reason 
Ma...you mean world to me, 

No words can describe, all can say I love you Ma...